Lonely, sad on a wednesday afternoon, no motivation to study :( Yet I know exams are coming so soon. But I really have no mood to sit down and plough through endless readings. I don't even feel like doing anything in particular. I pray that I'm only feeling like this because exams are coming + I've a lot to do for the Christmas play and orientation camp in church. And that next week when everything's over I'll feel okay. Sad for now :( There are some things happening now that I never thought would happen, and I guess on all levels I just have to learn to live with it and accept it, no matter how long it takes. Things can change so much in such a short while. I just never thought I would feel so crappy when it happens :(
No no no no no no no I refuse!